AGHHHHH!!! What is wrong with me??? I have been so blase' the last few weeks to say the least. I feel like such an ass even sayng that. I have SO MANY great things going for me. I have a wonderful boyfriend who loves me dearly and makes me laugh every single day, a great new job that I am enjoying, a home to live in, two dogs to enjoy, school coming up in the spring and the Boston Marathon April 18th. So why am I so down in the dumps? I dont feel like hanging out with my friends, I really dont want to go much of anywhere, and the worst part is, I dont want to be active. I do NOT feel like training for boston. period. i just dont feel like running. its cold, snowy, and dark out any time i want to go run and the thought of running on the treadmill makes me cringe. I also feel lazy and dont feel like driving there. but why..... I was SO EXCITED to run the marathon....... this past week it even crossed my mind that I just dont care. It crossed my mind that maybe i just dont even want to run the Boston Marathon.
This is crazy talk..... it really is. Boston is a fun big deal... why am I not pumped up? :(
I dont know... its just a big bummer and I wish I was motivated. I am suppose to be in week 3 of my Boston training..... well...... thats been a bust.
I am at a loss..... I hope this passes quickly.....
Thursday, January 13, 2011
Tuesday, January 4, 2011
2011 GOALS
Notice... they are GOALS not resolutions. I feel like resolutions are not measureable and I like to know I can accomplish something and then also what my time frame is.
Pay off members1st credit card by April 2011
Take care of all outstanding medical bills by July 2011
Get down to under 20% body fat ( build more muscle lose more fat)
Run Boston Marathon in less than 3:45
Start College by June 2011
Save an average of $350.00 a month. Put it into a savings account and do not touch it.
Go on a Hot air Balloon ride
Get ALL of my photos into organized albums
Print off my entire race photos and make myself a scrapbook. This is something I really want to do… this is the year! Do this by June 30, 2011
Write in my blog at least once a week.
Average eating out ONLY once a week
Allow myself 2 hours a week of recreational reading of my choice.
STRETCH after every workout. No exceptions.
Serve in the soup kitchen once a quarter for 2011
Random acts of kindness as often as possible. ( notes of encouragement to a friend, flowers for no reason, bake a cake for someone just because)
Run at least 2 marathons, 3 half marathons, and 10 5k this year
Go camping and leave the cell phone and technology at home for the weekend. ( or off as much as possible)
Become more knowledgeable about my Nikon- also learn how to work the Photoshop software
Host a progressive dinner party
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