AGHHHHH!!! What is wrong with me??? I have been so blase' the last few weeks to say the least. I feel like such an ass even sayng that. I have SO MANY great things going for me. I have a wonderful boyfriend who loves me dearly and makes me laugh every single day, a great new job that I am enjoying, a home to live in, two dogs to enjoy, school coming up in the spring and the Boston Marathon April 18th. So why am I so down in the dumps? I dont feel like hanging out with my friends, I really dont want to go much of anywhere, and the worst part is, I dont want to be active. I do NOT feel like training for boston. period. i just dont feel like running. its cold, snowy, and dark out any time i want to go run and the thought of running on the treadmill makes me cringe. I also feel lazy and dont feel like driving there. but why..... I was SO EXCITED to run the marathon....... this past week it even crossed my mind that I just dont care. It crossed my mind that maybe i just dont even want to run the Boston Marathon.
This is crazy talk..... it really is. Boston is a fun big deal... why am I not pumped up? :(
I dont know... its just a big bummer and I wish I was motivated. I am suppose to be in week 3 of my Boston training..... well...... thats been a bust.
I am at a loss..... I hope this passes quickly.....
I think everyone gets that way sometimes. I actually just started taking a Vitamin D supplement since it's tough to get the amount our bodies need in the winter and I've been feeling a lot less moody. Don't know if it's the placebo effect or what, but I like it!!
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